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[26 Jan 2005|03:19pm]
how do i delete a journal?

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[23 Jan 2005|10:54pm]
just did my OWN layout, a few more things to fix, but im proud of it so far...
im getting better.

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[22 Jan 2005|11:52pm]
[ mood | tired ]

thursday rosemary came over to do home work and stuff... we didnt really do much, but we got it done before it was due, in class. we ended up just talking the whole time, it was fun... umm i got invited to stand up in allsons wedding which is really cool. I got saturday at 11am next weekend to get my dress fitted and to help out with a few things, im really excited. yesterday i laid around pretty much the entire day, and today i went to nikkis. um i dont have much to talk about and im getting sick of livejournal. im sorry to those that care i guess...


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[19 Jan 2005|06:58pm]

we're tryin to get this community up to a good start
check it out!!

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[17 Jan 2005|06:55pm]
[ mood | blank ]

well, i havent been updating a lot lately, and ive probably said that a lot when i do update. Ive just been kind of busy. Sunday was walters hockey game, they won, 7 to 2. awesome. today i went to the dentist and got 2 fillings filled, and i believe i have 1 or 2 more, and im getting my gums shaped. yeah weird huh? one of my front 2 teeth looks bigger than the other because the gum tissue grew over it somehow. its actually been like that for a long time, you probably never noticed it, and may think its pointless to get fixed, but it makes me a little less self concious.

Im soon probably making ONE more journal, and itll be friends only. Not that I have so many people reading this, theres just some things I would like to type that I feel like i cant, and no one should feel like that about their own journal.

My mom got a wisdom tooth pulled today, and tomorrow she has to go to the doctor to get a 'core' removed. she may have breast cancer :/ and they have to take a piece of it out first to find out what it is. im really nervous for her. i hate how they take up so much time running tests, but i guess its for the best.

Rosemary is coming over either tomorrow or thursday, that should be fun...
maybe itll get my mind off of some things that have been going on lately.

Im sorry Ive been leading a very boring journal lately, Ive been tired at night time and too busy in the day time. and it may get worse in feb. because of psychology every monday and wednesday. i dunno...

i do promise to update with pictures soon with my prom dress <33

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[13 Jan 2005|10:15pm]
If you love me you will join...

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[08 Jan 2005|01:32am]
[ mood | crazy ]

Today has been horrible for the most part...
before school even started i had a stomach ache so bad that i started crying in the office... which is really quite babyish, but i couldnt help it. i honestly thought something ruptured or burst inside of me. Well I didnt go home because I have a massive assignment due on Monday that I really wanted to work on and save to a disk and bring home... did i save it? yes. did i get caught up and start doing something else while leaving the disk in the computer? yes. talk about pissed off and stressed the fuck out. I have quite a bit more note cards to take care of, and tomorrow im taking them with me to nikkis with walter to babysit the girls. i miss them <33 :'(

Well, I just worked out, pilates for the first time. It was good, definitly something to get used to. my headache is easing a little bit, and im feeling a little less edgy. the gin blossoms just came on an old episode of saturday night live, which helped a lot.

poor erin has listened to me rant tonight...
i feel like i could scream... i dont know whats wrong with me
i need sleep - bad.
i want my baby to cuddle with :(

Please ignore this, im being selfish with my emotions and making u all listen, or read for that matter, my sob stories.

im becoming my worst enemy.

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[06 Jan 2005|01:11pm]
Yay I got the new smileys...

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[06 Jan 2005|01:04pm]
Today is MY snow day, which leads to me having to write an appeal pretty soon. I had my limit of absences already... shucks. Anyhow, today I got up, regular time, around 6, ate breakfast, had a little online time, watched some morning television, cleaned up a little bit, and now i have to take a shower, go to the dentist, walmart for a few supplies for school, dinner, and then HOMEWORK. Fun stuff for me, but its got to get done. Atleast I'm getting things accomplished though I didnt go to school.

Walter didnt tell me he was gonna shovel (sp) my snow, and his sister called looking for him, and little did i know, he was out there. That little brat, he wont let me pay him either. He's babysitting nikki's girls now. They're too cute. Tomorrow I have to stay home a lot of the day and do homework, then saturday Im going to help walter babysit again, and sunday is the big day for walt :)... His first hockey game with this team, I almost think Im more excited than he is.

Uh oh, Im gonna be a hockey wife in some years to come lol

Im starving, and mom just made cupcakes... hmm Angelic

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[03 Jan 2005|08:18pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Im writing my big paper, well, im taking a break right now, but I was writing it. We had to have people in our class check our papers and put in their two cents. The girl, not saying any names, who checked my paper... is stupid. She thinks shes smart I guess, and marked up everything, literally. I'm almost positive that me, averaging a B+ in that class, is a little smarter than all these marks. It just pisses me off. It confuses me on what is right and wrong when I'm writing because I have to second guess myself. Rosemary said that someone did that to hers too, so I guess I'll just write what I wrote all along.

Anyhow, the boys (mike and walter) are playing 007 on my ps2. It's kind of annoying really. Hearing them threaten each other the entire time on how one is better than the other - blah blah blah.

Im PMSing. Bad.

Me and Erin are doin yoga tomorrow, that should be fun. Ive never done yoga before, but Ive always wanted to. Hopefully we'll both like it <33 we like a lot of the same stuff I keep findin out, which is sweet. Plus I just found out she lives on like 6 blocks from me. Hah.

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[01 Jan 2005|02:38pm]
I just typed a really long entry and it somehow just deleted it so im pissed, sorry I wont be updating til tonight.

fucking shit cockass mother fucking computer

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my feet are k i l l i n g me [29 Dec 2004|11:31pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

So today my day was basically spent shopping...
Me and Rosemary went to Oakland mall so I could spend my gift certificate there and stuff, we ate at olga's and I bought the Dane COok CD/DVD, Newlyweds Season 1, and a belt from there... Then we decided to go to Target to see her cousin, Donald, I bought A Perfect Circle's newest cd... Then we had to stop by Best Buy for her sister, all in all we had a good time. Our feet were killing us SOO bad, but I guess thats what we get for wearing boots/heels to the mall. Our shoes were cute up until the point where we were practically limping lol.

I got home around 8ish, and watched my Dane Cook DVD with wally and his brother. Its pretty good. Especially since I got the CD and DVD in one for only $14.99... the DVD is like 2hrs long, suprisingly.

Hmm, tomorrow I dunno what Im doin, I have plans with wally but I kind of forgot what they are. Oops.

Well Im probably heading home soon, I dont feel good, and all I ate today was Olga's, so its probably because Im starving :/ I havent felt good EVERY night pretty much since break started. I dont know whats wrong with me.

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lifes so sweet here in the P a s s a n g e r s S e a t [28 Dec 2004|05:21pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Ugh, I love the new song by SheDaisy, 'Come Home Soon'. Tomorrow me and Rosemary are goin shopping, but Im not gonna spend all my money. Im saving 200 in the bank for a trip this summer. Im not sure if Im going to go camping or to cedar point... either way, t'will be fun.

Psycology starts in Feb. Im not sure if I already mentioned that in here yet. I know of 2 people that are going there too, which really makes me happy. I thought I would be the only one. Im pretty sure I still want to be a psycologist, but Im not sure what kind, and I figure this class could give me a feel of what I want to do, if I still want to do it in the end at all.

My moms phone has the most annoying ring to it, and its been ringing off the hook ALL day. Its so bad that when its not even ringing, I hear it. I think Im going crazy.

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[27 Dec 2004|10:04pm]
[ mood | good ]

Well, thanks to my lovely friend erin my journal is lookin hot <333 I had a good christmas eve and christmas. I got more than expected, in which I feel like a spoiled brat about. I got so much money I think I'm just gonna use it on stuff that my mom would normally have to pay for, like Im thinking about already getting my prom stuff taken care of now instead of when its too late. I mean with appointments and reservations and things. I almost dont even want to go to prom or anything this year because I would rather just use the money and take some of my closest friends somewhere fun, like cedarpoint or something. I also wanted to go to new york by the end of the year. Too many things i want to do... I like to rush things too, like I always feel like I dont have enough time. I meant to call rosemary today, which I totally forgot about until just now.

Im rambling right now, Im gonna go join some random communities now cuz Im bored.

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[20 Dec 2004|08:25pm]
[ mood | okay ]

well, I didnt go to school today
yet i didnt get any extra sleep
i went with my mom to all her appointments
tomorrow i have my speech for debate and persuasion
erg i put it off so long, but i think ill be ok
lindsey if u get on and see this, what the hell are u ok?!
i heard u were really sick, and since im a dumbass
i lost your phone number since the last time u gave it to me
i hope everythings fine now

hmm, well im not AS depressed as i was last night
me and wally have been really uptight lately
we watched like 6 episodes from f.r.i.e.n.d.s.
i love that show so much

anyhow, i soooooooo cannot wait until break
one more day
and my dad gets home tomorrow night from kuwait
he got to meet robin williams when he was over there
how fuckin sweet is that??

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[19 Dec 2004|10:32pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Well, right now im bored out of my skull.
I have a few problems
and I'd write about them but some people would read this
that I would rather them not.
I feel depressed for some reason
I havent in a while
I shouldnt be either
Christmas is going to be here
My dad will be home on Tuesday
I start new classes soon
I feel disgusted, or useless
I want to cry my eyes out right now
Im sick of routine I believe
Im really confused with everything and worn out
Yet, I feel like I havent done anything to be worn out
I want to get away... thats all.

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b o r e d [10 Dec 2004|10:33am]
[ mood | hungry ]

I know no one reads these, but I'm in school
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c l o s u r e [09 Dec 2004|08:19pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Well, to everyone that cares, Im fine!
I've not been really busy, just havent updated for a long time.
I'm gettin really excited for christmas.
I've colored my hair. Brown. Streaks Soon.
I've fought with lindsey, now we're fine.
I have 9 pages due in my 3rd hr tuesday.
I have 140 notecards to re-write.
Speech on Wednesday or Thursday, can't remember which.
Wally's playin video games.
My mom's gone to a 'princess' party right now.
Michelles having one at my house tomorrow.
My dad gets back from Kuwait on the 21st :)
and I'm sleeping ALL the time for some reason.

I'll have new pictures soon.
I know I keep saying that, atleast on my old jnal I did.
I really will though, probably tomorrow night or saturday.

I'm gonna start updating more too.

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[30 Nov 2004|08:13pm]
[ mood | okay ]

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